It's been soo long, I feel like every post has greeted you guys that way. But life has been kicking me where it hurts recently and it hasn't been easy. I've had no leisure time if any at all. And frankly, most of the time, I don't even know what to do with myself. But lucky you that a friend told me she read my blog (which reminded me I had one in the first place) and she was even so kind to say that I wasn't half bad *smiles at praise* I never really gave a second thought to my writing. Ever since I can remember, I just wrote everything down, and I think it's become more than a way to release emotion. It's my way of telling my story. It's one of the few things that only I have control over. The way I view my world. My surroundings. No one can get in my head. It's only me, my thoughts and of course, God. But writing it all down let's all of you join me on the ride, which is what makes my story important, gives me a chance to share the things I think about and the way I feel hoping that someone can recall the same emotion and smile knowing they're not alone. I'm not even going to go further with the subject because I'll end up ranting about the state of humanity again.
On another note, my personal life is in pieces, I feel anyway. And I'm not asking for pity or anything like that. Maybe empathy at most. For someone to give me an "amen!" cause we know this journey ain't easy!! All that's left for me to do is trust in God. And for me to try to pick up where the damage leaves off. But everything in its own time.
I just wanted to let you know that I didn't fall off the face of the planet. That's all for now. To all a goodnight
