So I just had an argument with my mom. I'm not really in the mood for anything and I suck at cheering myself up. So when I thought of something to do to blow off steam the first thing that came to mind was writing. And come to think of it I haven't written anything in my actual notebook in a very long time. But sitting here with all these things on my mind I'm not even mad, I'm just frustrated, My mom came home and told me something that bothered me. Someone we know told her to "watch her kids" and to be careful because I wasn't the same anymore. And that definitely hit me from way out in left field because of who said it and the fact that they LEGIT know nothing about me, not like that anyway. We do interact frequently and stuff but the person knows nothing about me and to think they can make an accusation like that bothers me. It doesn't seem like a big deal but I know that it was said in a condescending manner. As if I'm doing anything foolish, psh please!! And what upsets me more is the fact that this kind of thing always happens.
I don't like fighting with my mom. I love her and I'm very close to her but she grew up with limited resources in a country that wishes it were the United States. Life has not been easy for her and she can sometimes be very close minded. I know she means well but it's just hard sometimes not to bump heads. And it sucks cause I've been doing it my whole life. I sorta feel bad now at the way I might've snapped at her it just really upsets me when people don't mind their business and talk about other people they have absolutely no clue about. Plain and simple just shut up. *sighs*
Whatever. I just needed to clear my head and this is what I do. So...yeah, goodnight I guess.
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